So it's getting to be exam time soon, and I'm somewhere on the verge of freaking out and not-caring. Hard to say. I went to a kind of intense revision session with my friends tonight, and the more we revised the more I sort of freaked out, because there was so much I didn't know. It was amazing, in a way, considering how much I had learnt in so short a time, but then inside I'm still like, "this is not enough".
Argh it really sucks that even now I approach certain topics and I'm like, "you know what, I really don't care. I don't want to know why it happens, I don't want to know what it is, I just want to fix it." Of course there's never an easy way out, and for some reason it seems that you can never resolve a problem without first understanding what the problem is. Sucks, doesn't it?
Despite my slowly increasing stress levels, I must say I had an excellent night. I enjoyed the company of someone who I had never spoken to before, and surprisingly our conversation sort of never slowed and never became dry. I mean I could've totally excused myself and started studying, but I didn't really want to because I was kind of over working for the night.
I suppose I should get some sleep before it's too late. My eyes are starting to shut and it's kind of distracting, being so sleepy...
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