So yeah I'm slowly losing my soul over to LoL, despite being legit bad at LoL. When I get destroyed in game, I just go offline and do some work to regain self esteem... So it's like, "I may be bad at playing games, but at least I can still study". I wonder if this is why "try hards" study so much; because they can't stand the embarrassment of getting thrashed in every game ever, so they study to redeem themselves, and earn the approval of general society.
Just a fleeting thought.
I am freezing in my room, as you do when you don't have a heater. I've deduced that my room faces either North or South, because I'm getting like, zero sunlight all day. I'm actually quite sensitive to light, and that's how it wakes me in the morning- well, how it should've. I need to close my laptop before I sleep, because the glow from the corner of the room is apparently enough to prevent me from sleeping even when I'm tired as hell. But now I just sleep all day long, and I've had a 5 day weekend because I'm just that bad ass, skipping all my classes.
As a consequence I'm trying to finish my notes for tomorrow- and it's dreadful, because I only have a couple of hours and a fuckload of material to get through. I just want to throw it all in and say "I don't want to do this any more, let me go to sleep or play more LoL". I treat my school days like it's the holidays, where I do nothing but eat sleep and play games. Healthy, I know.
Anyway, back to tutorial preparation...
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