I'm frantically calling up various agents about a place to live for the year, as school starts in less than 2 weeks. Honestly, my life has never been better, even though I'm probably about to go through the hardest year of schooling in my life. Well, that's what I said through y11 and y12, right? Haha, why does school never seem to get any easier.
Then again, I've always complained that life is hard. I'm trying to change that, you know. Not just trying to make life better for myself, but I want to complain less, too. Because I'm such a negative person, all I've ever done is complain about everyone and everything.
Now that I think of it, isn't it why I created this blog in the first place?
I have a feeling this "quest to being a better person" is never-ending. I feel like I've come so far, but some days I feel like I haven't changed at all. I still hate people who are always happy- it's probably out of pure envy. A lot of times I just feel flat-line, and when people try to disturb my state- whether that's by cheering me up or getting me down, I become invariably upset.
It's the first physical law, isn't it? Things like to keep on doing what they're already doing.
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