More university offers came today--- and as it turns out, I got accepted by more than one med school. So for those of you who are desperate to do med out there... I guess I took a dump on your childhood dreams...twice. I also got accepted into law school... which I'm kind of proud of. I guess I'm Asian to the core, eh?
I'm still feeling smug about beating that girl who lives near us. After almost two years of comparisons against her... and having fallen short in every comparison, I beat her in something which matters. Okay, so she has a scholarship and doesn't need to pay rent--- whatever. Shut up. I got into something she couldn't, and that should be enough.
Speaking of rent, I'm freaking out so bad I'm on the verge of pissing myself. I can't find a place to stay. I didn't apply for accommodation before, because realistically I didn't think I was going to get in. I looked on this website where people try to find flatmates... and I fled with horror, because I was convinced that everyone on there was going to rape my ass. They just had such creepy selfies of themselves. Right now I'm just trying to find a safe place to stay--- screw the rent, utilities or whatever, I just want a room where I can lock the doors, windows, and have enough reception to call the police.
Well, I guess I feel quite good about finally being able to leave. My one way ticket out of what used to be home, and is now closer to hell. I'll probably barely survive--- and I'll leech off government benefits for quite a while, as I try to look for a job and pay for food. I finally understand why people break down and cry at their children: "you don't know how hard it is to put food on the table." Now I guess I can legitimately say, "I do know how hard it is, but how about you shut up and take some responsibility."
Life will be hard, but ehhh, freedom will be worth it.
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