Got Results

So I found out I passed last semester a while ago, but recently I got actual feedback on how my test went (in terms of marks). And OH MY FUCKING GOD it was disgusting. I had 3 fields which I did alright in, everything else was just a total disaster. 30%. I answered 30% of questions correctly in one section. Fuuuuck.

I can't believe I didn't get a borderline warning letter after performing so poorly. Did I just do nothing the entire semester? Is that what happened? How the fuck did I even pass with shitty marks like those?

It's Thursday afternoon right now though, and I really can't be bothered stressing out about results now. I mean, it's in the past, I can't change it, and every semester it's a fresh page so it's not like I can even rectify my mistakes, since we're doing something new anyway. Great, isn't it.

TBH I just want to watch a movie and play some games. I watched a Korean movie called Twenty the other day. It was actually, like, really, REALLY good. I don't think I've seen such a good movie in ages. I think it speaks true about our generation, and one of the characters reminded me soooo much of my friend who got cancer. Actually thinking about that makes me sad again. Goddamn this is depressing.

I guess I'll just take it easy for the rest of this week. Next week I'll be back at school, and I'll work hard to catch up on everything, I swear. Failing is the last thing I want to do.