When Things Are Okay

I had a really excellent day yesterday- I met up with friends for breakfast, where something like 20 dollars got me the largest meal I've ever fucking had. It tasted pretty good, too. There was bread, sausages, bacon, eggs, mushrooms, tomato and a hash brown to top it off. Naturally I didn't eat anything afterwards for the entire day.

I went to the school library to "study" afterwards. Actually it was more like I went to school, hung out with friends for an hour, then trudged to the library. Man is the library a miserable place. I sat alone in this cubicle, and played Brave Frontier for like an hour or two before I started working. I captured the hardest boss in the game, for what it's worth.

Anyway I actually started working- I basically found the thinnest book on the topic I wanted to know about, and was heavily disappointed when the thinnest book was still insanely complicated and thoroughly boring. I got through the couple of pages I needed to get through, felt none the wiser, and left the library because I was sick of reading.

Then I chatted with a friend for a while before the board games club started. Yeah, I'm still into that. Has my opinion changed of the people there? Yeah, I'd say so... sorta. I am 100% convinced that at least 1 guy has Asperger's and another has some other learning difficulty. Then I was playing a board game and someone rage quit cos he was winning then I made this move to the detriment of both of us (I was losing the game really, really badly)... and I felt kinda bad afterwards because I didn't think he'd take it so seriously. I mean it's a dog move but it's in a game and that's what you do in games... right? Then I ended up winning the game because basically people let me win. I think the "new kid effect" is still on, where everyone is nice to me. It's good but I think you only become friends once you get past that superficial lv of niceness.

Not that I haven't made friends there- otherwise I wouldn't keep going back. I really enjoy spending time there- it's a good way to relax on a Monday night, given that I usually crash through the day on 3 hours of sleep, go through a 3 hour tutorial then another 2 hours of clinicals. Socializing is good for my health... I think. Now I just need to start going to the gym, gain some muscle, eat healthy, study more, do charity work, get a job and I'll be the ideal person that everyone looks up towards, right?

Hah, let's just start with having fun once in a while and not-failing my exams.