Saturday, 4 January 2014

I want to sleep

It's only 7.30pm, but I am exhausted. It might have something to do with the fact that I got home at 10pm after an 11 hour shift last night- or it might have something to do with the fact that I slept for 5 hours and went in to start work at 8.45am, finishing only about 2 hours ago. I feel so utterly lethargic, it's atrocious. 

I am so lazy right now I cannot be bothered turning on my laptop to play games. I'd like to try out my xbox, but it seems I am fairly content to leave it lying in its box for a week. I can't really explain my lack of enthusiasm- I think I just don't feel like being told off for playing games. When I'm awake in this house life becomes infinitely harder- and when I'm asleep someone always seems to harbour the intention of waking me soon. 

Work was okay today, like it is on most days. There was this lady who was absolutely absurd, then there were 2 other ladies who were one of those "I am an independent woman who deserves more rights because feminism and I WILL stand up to authority" types. They are pretty much the sort of females who become the excuse for misogyny of any kind. Speaking to them was an absolute chore even though nothing was done in particular. I didn't know that speaking to certain kinds of people felt like having your life drained out of you.

I'm day 2 into my "not spending money on lunch" plan, and it's going alright. It turns out I don't really NEED to eat lunch, but when I tend to buy food when I go on break because I can. I think after I get paid for this week I will have enough money for that Jay Chou concert I want to go to. I have decided, I WILL go, even if it means wagging school. There can't possibly be something unavoidably important on a Friday afternoon that would delay my travel to his concert. I am quite excited, even though it is some months away. I just hope the tickets won't be sold out when I get paid, otherwise it'd be tragic.

I AM looking forward to the rest of this year.

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