Lately I feel as if I've forgotten how to breathe. I had also forgotten how liberating a couple of hours alone can feel. Oh I am so grateful that I only have one class tomorrow, and all my friends are going on some physics excursion. Then I don't have to take pains and retain at least a little civility- I can act the way I feel, and I will be at liberty to take out my miserable mood on whoever crosses me. I will rest in peace, knowing that no one I actually care about will be there to witness my atrocities. I had tonight off, then I shall have tomorrow alone as well. After that, a two day weekend to cool down, provided that my parents don't start a new drama.
The night air feels great. Deeply refreshing.
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