When I was younger (not that I'm old now) I never thought such a day would arrive, where I would prefer being at school instead of being at home. Then again, I suppose my parents have never been as disagreeable as they are now. Not that they have done anything in particular to offend me today- well actually they didn't do anything to me at all. It's quite blissful. If only every other day were the same, I don't think I would mind--- oh right, it seems like I selectively forgot about our awkward dinner table conversations. The one which occurs everyday, regarding which university I'm going to etc., etc. I suppose I've grown so used to it, it's become almost ritualistic. Not that I'm the one who brings it up or propagates it.
See at school I have time slots where I don't have a class, and thus I have an hour to myself where I can sit in a corner and listen to music or play on my phone if it pleased me. I could choose to do my maths in peace, without fear of my sister screaming in my ears or anyone of my parents barging into my room. Yes, my friends do distract me from my work to a great extent, yet their company is never rude or unwelcome. If I set myself on doing work, they will respect that--- unlike my parents.
It's not that I enjoy going to classes in particular. Even my favorite classes, maths and English, I would gladly avoid if there were the opportunity of doing so without attracting a penalty. I'm sooo tired of school and work and the lot of stress which comes with it. But as they say, nothing's better than home, and anything is better than nothing. Therefore anything is better than home, right? NOTHING WRONG WITH MY LOGIC.
Oh man I can't wait to go on holidays. Hopefully to China end of this year. I'd prefer going to the beach, actually... which is strange given how I can't swim, but I love the cool water and I love sitting on the sand, breathing in the cool sea breeze and feeling the warm glow of the setting sun on my skin. Yes, I'm a great romantic. I do hope to find compensation in China though, where I will hopefully be given new clothes, new gaming consoles, new books and anything and everything that I want. Chinese food is delicious anyway. If it weren't winter in China and if my relatives didn't exist, I can look forward to a mighty good time. Though I suppose I can avoid the other relatives if I just stay with my brother...
ONLY ANOTHER 100 AND SOMETHING DAYS TIL GRADUATION.
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