This year has passed so quickly. I hardly remember winter- though I suppose I wasn't cold for very long. I feel like I haven't done anything worthwhile in the past 6 months, except for that whole Christian church thing which I tried and realised I didn't like. I guess that was self-discovery and growth, but other than that, nope.
I still want to do something exciting, something that gets my heart racing out of rhythm, and makes me treasure every second. I always envision myself travelling to some country field, where the grass is tall and yellow, and the Sun is bright enough for me to see into the distance but not warm enough to discourage me from racing across the fields, until I'm out of breath. I always thought that I hated nature but maybe I just hate uncomfortable temperatures, humidity, and insects that won't leave me alone.
I REALLY wish I hadn't failed my exams now. I could be planning so many things, finishing work at my own leisure, visiting my friends and practise my musical instruments and illustration skills. Then there's that annual flower festival I go to on a yearly basis. I don't actually care about the flowers, I just enjoyed the company I had. I still remember one year where I bought the stupidest hat, because all my friends did. I never wore it out much but it was still so fun, that night.
Spring's a lovely season.
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