Humidity

It's around 30 degrees and really humid and I kind of hate it. I don't like being cold but I really do hate humid weather. I walked around 20min to get to the orthodontist's today  and got rekt by the heat. The appointment was like 5min and I'm not really sure it was worth.

It was super humid last night as well when I went out for karaoke (again). That was with a bunch of kids I haven't really hung out with before and I had a good time, not sure about them. We kinda just sang until our voices became hoarse. Then it was like 10pm and we were trying to get home and there were no buses... so that was fun. Well that's really a lie there was that one last bus of the day which brought me home, but then I had to walk like 20min in the dark at 11pm and at least I made it out without getting mugged or raped or mugged and then raped.

Also I ordered a suit off the internet and it arrived today. For my first suit ever I think it's ok... I mean I'd love to go for a big brand name but we can only buy what we can afford, right. It fits fine and I'm pretty happy I have one outfit to wear to things that require formal dress- it just means I can now stop avoiding functions and w/e. Jks I'd probably still avoid them- I hate the whole "let's drink enough til we're social" thing.

I can't believe I have to go back to school so soon. I absolutely hate how my holidays are being cut short. I don't have much fun when I'm at school, studying, and I'm coming to despise working. The pay is good, the job is good, but I actually hate going in to work. I think 5-6 days of work a week is just a bit too much for me. I know it's like... normal for most people, but I just kind of hate it. That kind of job is not fulfilling as a full time job... Not to demean any kind of job- I mean, as long as you're making some sort of money then you're not relying on others and contributing to society- it's just that retail isn't exactly my dream job either.

Of course I'm studying so that maybe one day I can end up doing what I'd like to do- for now I feel like I'm still figuring things out. Sometimes I feel so young but at other times I feel really old. I just don't want to be 30 and then realize "oh shit I haven't done much for myself in this life" and I think that'd be really terrible.

Well I better stop myself there otherwise this post is going to get really depressing really fast. It's the humidity, I swear. It's killing me. Watch out for the heat kids, stay hydrated.