Sorry for not blogging again in however many days- I'm not very good at this consistency thing. So uh my 100 days challenge can be thrown out because finding something to be happy about is just too damn hard. I'm lowering my expectations yet again- and I'll consider not being sad a success. I'm not very merry after all, and it would take someone amazing to make me happy for extended periods of time.
Anyway I went back up north for school- it's a lot warmer here so it's a lot more forgiving when I forget a jumper. I changed back into shorts again for the first time in a week and was all "wow I have nice legs" and then realized winter was near and it didn't even matter because I can't be wearing shorts any more.
I was meant to wake up early this morning and leave the house so I could get some work done- I took one glance outside at 5am- it was all dark and I could hear the rain, so I promptly rolled over and went back to sleep. It was like noon before I decided to leave bed, and by then I just had no fucks to give because I wanted to watch to see if this Chinese team could get into the North American LoL Championship series, and they won pretty handily so I feel this stupid kind of pride but yeah I am innately biased towards Chinese teams. Except my favourite team is still going to remain the same- so my patriotism doesn't extend very far...
So I guess I should be doing work right now but I'm obviously not because I'm blogging. My laptop is so fucking slow it's tragic. It's been like this ever since I updated to windows 8.1- so the moral of the story is- DO NOT UPDATE to windows 8.1. Piece of shit some how magically slowing my laptop.
And here I am writing my midnight tutorials despite having started ages ago, and the days that merge with nights do drag on.
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