The Little Things I Hate

So I just had dinner- and most people feel satisfied and happy after eating- but I don't. Dinner has almost become synonymous with "torture" for me, because it's where I have to sit at a table for at least 15min and listen to the rambling accusations of the rest of my family. Something about not teaching my sister and how's she's falling behind in class, something more about how I didn't eat all day- and ironically, constant edging about how I should go see a psychiatrist for my "depression". I almost laughed when it was suggested; that I should make an appointment when I go back to school- and I'm like "once I go back to school I won't have depression".

Like, you can see how insanely dense my family is- they wonder why I'm not happy, and they're all WHY DON'T YOU WANT TO SEE US? Then they ask if school is too hard, if I got dumped by my lover, or if work was bad. The truth is- school is hard but it's not too hard, I don't have a lover to be dumped by, and work is bad but not that bad. After everything my parents refuse to come to terms with the fact that they are the ones making me completely fucking miserable. Which is completely fine, I guess. People are like that.

The one thing in particular, which I can't stand though, is when they ask me something and then completely ignore what I have said. Sometimes it's just "what do you want for dinner?" And I'd say fish but they'd tell me fish is bad for coughs so we're having steak- and then I'm just there thinking "why the fuck are you asking me then". Then there was the whole "WHEN DID YOU GO TO BED LAST NIGHT" and "WHEN DID YOU GET UP THIS MORNING"- followed by "YEAH? I BET IT WAS LATER THAN THAT. I DON'T BELIEVE YOU". It makes me so fucking mad- I feel like I have no obligation to answer in the first place, and it's like... they have no right to yell at me over it?

Anyway, shit like that really gets on my nerves. I hate people who ask me for directions then say "you're not sending me on a wild goose chase, are you?" and I hate people who ask me how to solve a maths problem and want to argue with my solution. Like, fuck you, why would you ask me if you knew, and if you didn't know, why the doubt after I've given an answer.

God people are annoying.