Muscles Are Stupid. Pokemon? Pokemon.

Between falling asleep and lying awake at inappropriate times, I've been trying to cram studying into my schedule. It's not working. I get so distracted- whether it's because I draw, play on my phone, read through every page on reddit or because I'm busy right-clicking minions on LoL. It's just hard to concentrate. Not only that, what I'm supposed to be doing is extreeeemely boring. I'm meant to be learning about how muscles work... and goddamn it's like the worst thing ever. Did you know that when you decompose muscle... everything looks the same? It's like, a bundle of fibres in a bundle of fibres in a bundle of fuck anatomy. All the words sound the same, the pictures look the same and everything is just disgusting.

So to relieve stress I bought Pokemon X. Yeah, relevance at its finest.

There's a sale of the game for $44, and I went into the store, but apparently they just all sold out in a day. I'm not surprised, but it did piss me off a little. Other shops used to price match, but because they're out of stock THERE GOES PRICE MATCH. In the end I paid about $10 more for the game, only to find that another store has announced a new sale selling for $49. My room mate told me about it, and I DID keep the receipt but fuck I'm not returning something to save $5. That's like the same as a bus ride to the store and back.

You know what the worst thing is though? I haven't even opened the game yet. Ever since getting home in the afternoon, I've been on reddit, spent eons making dinner and eating dinner... then when I look at the clock I'm blogging at 2am. Again.

So right now I'm really tired, but I really want to draw because the drawing I'm working on looks fucking awesome. My artistically talented friend introduced me to this new drawing style, it's like line art but really fine and really detailed, and she showed me this artist who drew the most bizarre hair. Basically I think it's a really cool style so I've been trying to copy and integrate it into my own drawing... I've already tried round 1 but that didn't work out so well because I just completely lost patience at the end, and the final product did NOT look like how it turned out in my head, which was extremely sad. Anyway now I'm trying again, I've made a few mistakes but I don't want to scrap the drawing because so far I think it looks good. I usually do this thing where I think I draw the most amazing thing ever, then 1 week later I want to rip up all my old work. This is why I'm savouring the feeling of pride before it becomes unbearable embarrassment.

Anyway, it's really late, I'll post my drawing if I ever get it finished. Then I'll probably take it down in a couple of days out of shame, or I'd forget about it completely. I don't know. I'm tired. Good night.