So school starts again tomorrow and it really sucks because it means I'll have to stop sleeping until 2pm and wake up early and go to class. I felt that last term I was really slacking off with the number of lectures I just skipped because yolo (yeah, I said yolo) then I didn't do amazingly well in the exam so that was no surprise. I don't think I've talked much about my grades which came out, but uh grades have always defined the meaning of life for me and that's going to take a while to change. Uh I was worried about doing really badly in Japanese before: not only did I not show up to a single lecture but I decided to play a lot of LoL the night before the exam. Studying is for losers, ya know?
While in the exam I looked at the paper and I thought "wow if I bothered revising I could answer this", and there were a lot of these questions where I swear I've seen the answer before but I didn't remember because I didn't revise. Then I ended up walking out of the exam 1 hour early because I didn't want to sit in the hall and feel bad about myself, and it wasn't like I was going to magically remember if I stayed.
Oh and it rained the morning of the exam, so I was soaked from below the knee because on the way my umbrella was snapped by the wind. Not the best of days, so I wanted to get out and go home to get changed.
As for my other courses- yeah I did alright. I thought I was legit going to fail one of my classes, but luckily I didn't or else it'd mean spending another year in this stupid place.
Anyway, I'm looking forward to rolling over a new slate. I think things will get better because I'm a lot more confident about what exams are like and I've kinda figured out how much work I need to do... which is not a lot because it's uni and life should just get easier because I'm a genius.
Except being a genius won't save me from having to spend another $500 or so on textbooks. Life, why can't you be perfect for once.
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