In comparison to last year, I guess my birthday this year was a lot better. Well, a lot better in the sense that I'm not really stressed and pissed off at people for no good reason. A few of my friends got together 2 days ago, and we had this "pre-birthday" party where there was cake and everything. I was quite happy, but for some reason I'm just feeling horribly empty right now.
I wonder why I always feel like shit on the day of the my actual birthday.
There's no real explanation for this right now. I've just been drawing, watching TV/anime and playing games. Nothing new... and they're all activities I enjoy. Yet for some reason I feel overwhelmingly sad, and it's weird because I was just celebrating with my friends a short while ago.
I don't really understand why I'm still awake at 3am. My friend asked me why I was still up, and I replied that I was too sad to be asleep. I wonder how much truth there is in that statement. I figure it's probably one of my stupid mood swings, or like some part of my brain that's just gone wrong and the "sadness" area is just over expressed.
Maybe I should sleep.
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