Ehhhh

After my first-ever night-shift, I'm pretty certain it's something I wouldn't volunteer for unless everyone else absolutely bailed. Not that anything dreadful happened to me- everyone I was working with was all too-kind. In fact, I don't even think I did much to help- but being there, physically, was quite exhausting. I actually couldn't catch much of a break in between, and the fatigue just grew and grew. I barely remember what happened Friday- I had the whole day off but it was just... yeah. I woke up to a warm afternoon, but I felt exhausted again by about 10pm.

I'd like to argue that I required the whole weekend to recoup, but what really happened was that I got carried away and spent way too much time playing games, watching the LoL mid-season invitational tournament and uh, watching porn. If that didn't sound like a waste of my life, then I don't know what is. I think it's just one of those times where I needed to experience being a complete slob- but now I feel filthy and am completely disgusted with myself.

I did become slightly more productive today- did laundry, went shopping. Then came home and wasted the day away- again. I've lined up a few activities for myself over the week though- so hopefully that'll give me some motivation and I'll do something about my sorry state. I'm almost at the end of my rotation (holy shit it's gone fast) and since I can see the end, I gotta keep my eyes on the prize (finishing exams), and realize, if I pass, I won't have to do this shit again. Well I probably will, but I don't have to make a career out of it, and this little taster is all I need to know that "this is not where I want to be 10 years down the track".

Oh- I watched two movies recently- "The Witch" and "Zootopia". I might blog a review or two later, if I ever remember. I'm also listening to Lauren Aquilina's music on repeat- she has a very beautiful voice. I usually don't like female-voiced singers, but whew she's something special, and her music's beautiful. Give it a listen, yeah?