I was feeling really depressed a while back so I decided to spice up my social life lately. While people are always leaving there are always people around to replace those who left, and just because people leave don't mean they don't come back into your life again.
Anyway I went out to karaoke with a bunch of girls- this was after work and I was exhausted, but work kinda sucks and I missed my friends so I made it. I found out that everyone there kind of broke up with their boyfriends recently- and I thought to myself, "huh, I'm not the only one who's depressed in this world, eh?" I guess the benefit to being alone is that there's no one to break up with.
After a rather strange karaoke where people sang a lot of sad and angsty songs, I went to yum cha the next day. It was a Sunday so not many places were open, and the place we went to was the shits. The food was mediocre, the variety was bad and I didn't like it at all. It's a shame I had work basically every other day, otherwise we could've gone somewhere else. I somehow ended up playing board games at a gaming bar afterwards, and tried drinks named "Falcon Punch" and "Blood of a Noob". Weirdass names, but the drinks tasted alright- well, they tasted like fruit juice, really.
Later on ended up at a friend of a friend's house later- then before I knew it the time was like 9pm and I had eaten way too much pizza and KFC. I was learning to play the Game of Thrones board game- and learning how to play is like giving yourself cancer. There were so many rules and they were all hard to remember- then there was just a stupid amount of intricacies involved. I guess the game could be fun... but finishing one game of it took us til 1am... I remember getting to the friend-of-a-friend's house at like... 4pm? It was a long night, and I don't think I like the game enough to want to play it for hours on end.
I got home way late and basically crashed into bed. Then I had to force myself awake in the morning because I made an appointment with the orthodontist. I'm quite happy with my current orthodontist- the old one I had I wasn't really happy with. I awkwardly double booked myself with both of them- the difference was I remembered one appointment and not the other- and so today I got an invoice of $160 for a missed appointment. I don't plan on paying it though- I think my old orthodontist is just having a go at me for having missed his appointment. I guess it's my fault but I made the appointment months back and got zero reminders about it. Like, sure they sent me emails but it all went into my junk mail folder so I just forgot about it completely. I assumed they'd text or call me or something when I didn't confirm my appointment, but instead it was more just- "here, have a massive bill".
Assholes.
But basically what that means is I have braces on- they cost a lot of money and life really sucks right now because I'm in extraordinary amounts of pain. This hurts way more than getting my wisdom teeth pulled out. At least when I had wisdom teeth out I lost all my appetite due to going under anaesthesia- this one's just like... my teeth hurts, my jaw aches, I can't chew properly but I'm so, so hungry. I'm miserable right now. I also have this bite plate thingy- and every time I wear it I feel the metal lodge into my teeth and it hurts like a bitch.
The orthodontist recommended some over-the-counter pain relief, and I'm feeding myself prescription level of drugs but it's not really helping. Internet says the pain will go away in a week, when I get used to it... but tbh idk how people get used to this shit. The wires are grazing my mouth and I think I can taste blood- this is absolutely miserable. I also can't talk properly, it's terrible.
Life is balls right now.
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