I went to my Monday lectures for the first time in like 3 weeks. I am so proud of myself. If I can bring myself to attend my Tuesday lectures as well I will be on my way to attending ALL my classes... or something like that. I don't understand why I'm so tired. I mean, I've been doing shit all, all day. There's really no reason to be this tired, and yet I am. I haven't gotten anything done, really. I haven't been working, which is not unusual, but I haven't been able to finish the drawing I've started or the book I've been reading for over 2 weeks now. Even when I try to play LoL I feel exhausted after one game and I lose my desire to play any longer.
I don't know what's wrong with me. I wish I could fix my sleep/work patterns. It sucks being so exhausted all the time. I think I just really need... another holiday. God damn I wish holidays were more frequent. I just don't want to work any more. It's so dreadful, thinking about my 5 assignments all due in the same week or whatever. Nothing's actually that hard, but the effort required is just...too much to bear.
Welp, better sleep before the Sun rises... I wish it was just dark forever...
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