It's not like classes have gotten any harder lately, but I'm starting to feel work being piled on. Nothing major, but there are so many little things that I need to get sorted, it's really annoying me. You'd think by this stage I would've learnt how to keep my shit together, but truth is I'm only barely keeping up. There's a whole lot of crap I don't really understand, or I understand for the flicker of a moment and then it's kind of lost somewhere. I've been letting it go because I can revise it "later", but truth is "later" probably means the night before the exam, and I am not sure whether I can cram so much in.
The mundane chores are wearing me down, though at this stage it's still sort of okay. I don't know. I just wake up and feel my life-force draining away from me. Probably has something to do with the fact that I currently have an extremely sore throat that will quite possibly reveal itself to be a cold. Having studied lately about the importance of infection control, I would feel tremendously guilty if I went to class and infected everyone. Though missing class altogether doesn't seem like the best idea.
I wish my body would stop reacting this way to the invasion of a virus/bacteria/whatever. I mean sure, by all means, get rid of it, but why the whole sore throat, blocked nose and head ache thing. I'm a busy person with a busy life, dammit.
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