Shit--- what have I actually done. My fingers were literally tingling after I clicked the "confirm" button on the webpage. I just spent 1.5k ordering a new laptop. Not the gravest sin, not even a jaw-dropping price for a new laptop- but the focus here is on how broke I fucking am and the fact that I'm currently blogging on my functional laptop which is only 1.5 years old. Holy shit I don't think I've ever spent that much money in one go.
...And it sounds so pathetic when I say I've never spent more than 1.5k on a single item. Goddamn I hate being poor. Well- I guess I'm not like... desperately poor- but at the same time it's like... WHY. WHY did I just do that.
Alright actually that's not even rhetorical. I'll tell you why. It's because my goddamn laptop overheats and it's not even getting better after I bought a cooling fan. Cooling fans are cool, but apparently it's not cool enough for my laptop to play games. And why the hell do I need a laptop if I'm not going play games. My brother bought me an iPad, after all. I could literally do all my work on my iPad if I wanted. I bought a keyboard for it and all that.
Anyway, my mind can't rationally justify the fact that I just spent 1.5k to play games. My current laptop is enough for essay writing and whatever else the fuck I do. Nope, not enough. I decided games would be worth more. Holy fuck I'm so addicted to gaming. And I hate myself for it. And I'm giddy for my laptop's arrival. It's hopeless.
Welp, I hope it arrives before school begins.
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