I feel like I have no idea wtf I'm doing at work, but I've managed to get a bit further along than last week. At least I no longer get lost inside my workplace and run around like a headless chicken. Everything still feels far to large and the lights far too bright, but yes, I'm slowly adjusting.
I haven't quite gotten over my fear of calling people on the phone, but unfortunately it's a daily job of mine. It's weird that I wouldn't mind speaking to them face to face or over text, but a phone call just seems so... idk, idk how to describe it but basically it weirds me out. I think doing everything via text would suit me so much better... maybe it's just a feature of my generation.
Anyway I got paid for work and idk if it makes everything right again, but at least it means I can pay off rent. I already spent my first paycheck on that iPad I always wanted to use as a drawing tablet- I get to pick it up tomorrow so that's mildly exciting. Yes, I did buy a vacuum cleaner. It was $200 but it works and I'm satisfied.
I need to stop spending money, I say as I browse electric pianos in my area.
